Hrmm... Wifey and I just got home from Neverland. Consecutively 2 days of drinks does make John a DULL person. I mean seriously, I feel the alcohol coursing through my veins and my sides ache. That IS really really unhealthy!

On a side note, kudos to Mr KK Kong, for hosting such wonderful "birthday" bashes throughout at Thai Discos'. It's everybody's birthday when you're the host.

Anyways, it's amazing how much philosophy one can learn at such places. You get to see the best in people, and almost always, the worst. Where there's alcohol, and women, there's plenty of sex and sin. That's an old saying that always comes through. If you ever go to a Thai disco, take a good look around. Don't you feel sorry for the foreign workers (Thais)? Coming all the way to Singapore to eke a living? Shaking their small booty on stage, wearing sleazy outfits just for that $10 garland? But hey, who am I to comment. Sex sells, it does. And that's that.

I guess this post is pretty erratic, with points shooting all over the place. Maybe it's because I'm just so damn tired. I AM! I need a good nights' rest! Hahaha... The Martell doesn't help, really. On this bombshell, goodnight everyone.

Sincerely,
Ji

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Let's welcome 2010 with a round of applause! Yay! Because this means....

I'll be getting married in a year~! Did I hear someone ask if I proposed yet? Well..... Not yet.... But.... SOON! Hahaha obviously I'm not going to announce it here until the deed has been done! Else there wouldn't be any surprise would there? I do need everyone's help of course! Those who call me a friend, I now would need your help as a friend! I need A LOT of people's help! Hehe..

(FORMULAS AND IDEAS PLAYING IN HEAD) wahahahahaha.... This is surely going to be a big BANG! yeah!

Hrmm... Here are my new year resolutions. I'll be putting it up on the side so each time I complete a resolution, I will strike it off. But let me recall the html thing again alright? Heh.

2010 New Year Resolution:

1. Ready Engagement Ring
2. Propose
3. Book hotel and set date
4. Lose weight (I'm 75kg now, will shed 7kg in a year!)
5. Save more $

Thats it for now. Hahahahahahaha

Peace out ya'll!

Ji

A super huge thank you to all who came for the XXX'mas party! You made it successful! Hoped everyone enjoyed themselves too! Merry XXX'mas and Happy Boxing day!

Once more, it's the sixth X'mas we've spent together. Sure we've been through the good times, and the bad. Most importantly, we've made it through. I've been haughty, naughty, evil and wicked. But all that is long gone. Come the new year, I'll be me once more! Because all is forgiven and *ahem* the wedding draws nearer!

Well it has been an uber long time since I've posted to, wonder who still reads. Though it really doesn't matter, it's after all a testament of all the good times, and the bad. Perhaps another 5 years down the road, reading this blog will be like taking a trip down memory lane, albeit in words. And some pictures of course. I still have to figure out how to post.... I used to be good in this html shit, but I guess army makes the men even dumber after going in.

I love blogging, and I still do! Why? Simple. I'm a very talkative person, and I mean VERY. I'm sure most of you have seen me either high or half drunk, and that is when I start TALKING, ALOT. Yes, even the moon, the stars and the urinal can be a topic for me. Whatever comes to mind, I speak. I should be like some PR manager or host man, probably even a MTV VJ. But I don't have the glitz or looks la...

Okay off topic. I was in here for a purpose. I just want to say a huge hugE huGE hUGE HUGE HAPPY 6 YEARS AND 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY SWEET DARLING!

Time to log off, it's off work already!

Cya folks and as usual this is Ji, signing off.

Truly,
Ji

Question in itself

Oh and I do wonder, who still reads this blog? I do hope it brings some form of entertainment. Not those sexual kind nor provocative (at least in the sexual way) (and no, I'm not feeling horny). Just a question.

John Ji

LIFE

Its ironic, and almost funny when you think about how precious life is. Through life's countless mistakes and forgivings till you then only realize that life is indeed precious. Treasure every moment as if it were your last, treasure every single breath you draw in as though you were fighting for the very essence of life itself. Only then, that I sincerely believe, that you have truly lived. Or so I'd like to think.

In a person's life, some kind of mistakes can only be made once. Because as most would put, "point of no return". A phrase like that doesn't come from nothingness right? I made mistakes after mistakes, big ones, small ones, family ones, friendships, work, the list goes on etc. But still I am here, drawing breath and treasuring every moment.

That is why I am atoning, for what I have done. And to simply treasure every single moment I have with you, every breath of you, every single one of it. I do hope that one day, I'm given a second chance, and I pray, I really do, that I would be given one. For the very fact that I dare tell you, I'm changed. No longer who and how I used to be. I just hope this phase will come to an end and pass, so things can move on, I can move on, and definitely you too can move on. This isn't me running away, I've nowhere to run, I can only overcome.

So many plans, so many aspirations, so many dreams... I do hope to one day fulfil them, all and every one of them. I do hope also and pray still, that I'd be given this chance. Because in this world that I believe in, second chances don't come easy. They're almost non-existent. But I firmly pray and believe.

Faith moves mountains. Faith. I have that.

Hence this is me, signing off as a person, someone normal, someone not pretentious, someone true, me.

John Ji

A brand new me.

how does one move on after such a big blow? im still learning and trying.

a little more patience, that is all im asking from you.

my final cry, do you hear me?

HAPPY HAPPY 21st Birthday to you!

Before anything else, I'd like to wish my girlfriend a Happy Happy Happy 21st Birthday! You are now legal to watch R21 shows, enter majority of the clubs, attend the upcoming IR rooms, and of course, to get married! With me of course, but not yet =P

Also, I'd like to give a shoutout to everyone who came for the party! The foods were too much though, and the booze too! It is unfortunate that in the end, the Absinthe was untouched. Well, there's always next time ;)

Important people to give thanks to;

Jun Xiang and his girlfriend, Lays, for staying over since Thurs night and helping out with the decorations of the party favors and also especially my bro, for starting the BBQ fire. Without him, there won't be a grill.

John Young and May Yin, for the help in everything!

Kok How and Graydon who helped clearing up after the BBQ

And lastly, my camp mates, who came, partied, and got HIGH. I hope you guys really did enjoy the night! Rockband 2 was the shnitz wasn't it? Haha Kudos to the expert drummer Cheng Liang who taught me a thing or two about real drumming. Chai for offering his help to clear up. Basically everyone!

So I MUST SAY THIS ONCE MORE, thank you all for coming and making this event a successful one! My girlfriend and her friends enjoyed thoroughly!

P.s. Ariel (my goddaughter) is such a cutie, isn't she?

P.p.s. BOOZE PARTY SOON (Absinthe included)

Snoozing off,
John Ji

i wonder, how long would it take before i completely forget everything. sigh.

the heart still hurts.